I don't know if I am up to this kind of pressure. What if I lose? What if starting Felix Jones would have made all the difference? WHAT IF I DON'T WIN A SINGLE GAME ALL SEASON?
I need some wine.
In other news, I had a heartbreaking conversation with my daughter tonight:
Baby Girl: We go down the cape soon?
Mama: No sweetie, we're not going down the cape this weekend
Baby Girl: We go down the cape later?
Mama: no, sweetie. Not later either
Baby Girl: We go to the Ought Cub? (yacht club)
Mama: No baby, the yacht club is closed
Baby Girl: WHY MAMA??
Oh, if only I knew why summer had to come to such a quick end.